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Writer's Block: It's Too Late to Apologize 
24th-May-2008 02:15 pm
Has anyone ever done something so horrible to you that "I'm sorry" couldn't fix it?
Yes, yes indeed.
This one time, a boy plagiarized a poem once on the internet.
I believed it was his.  Plagiarism is illegal, and if that website doesn't delete his account, they are therefor encouraging this type of thing. I still like that website, but I don't think that they should be ignoring this kind of thing. I told him that everybody wanted him to "apologize" when I sadly didn't think he needed to apologize anyway because I still believed it was his. When he finally told them his "evidence" I told my friend Shilom "there he gave you his evidence, do you believe him now?" I almost lost her as a friend. Then, my friend Leila found evidence that he was lying. I then stopped believing him, but it didn't show. He however ignored it like it wasn't true at all. Finally when he finally admitted he had plagiarized it, I was absolutely shocked. He used me, and then just kept changing the subject.
My friends and I couldn't take him anymore.
I never wanted to forgive him for what he did. I ha ted being used, used for a lie. The memory still aches me, but I know there are people out there like this, who will use others for a lie like he did. And I hope that someday there aren't any like him... though that will probably never happen.
Zayn Malik
30th-May-2008 04:02 am (UTC) - hi
Thank you for commenting on my journal entry. I read yours for "It's too late to apologize". I realize mine was pretty confusing. Most people would think I am an idiot. Basically, I got a new boyfriend last February. More than a year ago. We met at church. I am a very strong Christian. He recently became very strong in his faith. When I met him, he was still struggling with things he used to do wrong in his past. He had "been" with different girls through high school and he was a partier/drinker and everything. Well about six months into our relationship, I was told by a few people that he had cheated on me, and more than once. This was in August. To this day, he insists that it isn't true and that it never happened. I have a hard time believing this because these people say they witnessed it. It's a difficult situation. Anyways, I'm not friends with these people anymore and I am still with my boyfriend. Since August, he has shown immense change in character. He even has quit drinking alcohol, which is a huge change! He is becoming much more strong in God and so I guess I feel like he would not cheat on me again. It is hard though, living with these thoughts. And the fact that he never admitted it or apologized to me is confusing because obviously I forgave it and gave him another chance. But I don't know. I still am not 100% sure what the truth is. Instincts lead me to believe he really did mess up...big! But I'm just seeing how things go, I guess. Thanks for your interest! :)
1st-Jun-2008 03:11 am (UTC) - Re: hi
Aww... that is a little sadder than mine I must admit.
When you told me that story, I couldn't help but think of the Holocaust. The Holocaust survivors had witnessed it, but there are still some Holocaust deniers that say it never happened.
I'm sorry about what happened to you though.
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