Anna (a_wa) wrote,

What do I believe?

I had a dream a few days ago, and I’m still thinking about it.

I dreamed that I was on the edge of death and still wasn’t sure what I believed in, and I didn’t like that. So right when I was on the edge of death, I saw the face of God and told everyone around me that I was gonna be okay.

But that dream just makes me so sad because I don’t want to die without something to believe in… I wanna have someone that I 100% believe is gonna happen to me after life that isn’t death. And then I hear stories, like at this guy’s funeral, someone told a story about how he said “God told me I was gonna have a sister when I turned 6” and then he ended up having a little sister when he turned 6. And I just think… how can there be stories like this and there not be a God of some sort?

I just don’t know what to believe in, and I don’t like that. I wanna die having something I believe in. But you can’t force yourself into a Religion, it has to be genuine, so I just don’t know. *sigh* :(

Tags: dreams, religion, sad
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